What YOU Give Is What YOU Get

I have had a lot to figure out lately and I have decided that what I give out is what I am getting back. It's take a few arguments to realize this but I am finally here. I finally see happy again!

I could make every post about him and how he did me wrong and how he does our baby wrong and I could write for years about the games his girl friend plays and the lies she tells, but why? Sure probably makes for some great drama but then I am only getting negatives back. And I am not that girl, damn not even a little.

But what's sad is for a bit I lost my self in  the hurt and lies and I kept letting it happen. I slept with him multiple times knowing his girl was pregnant but I didn't care because that is what she did to me. (an example of  you get what you give back to the universe) I reacted to the hurtful things she would say, and I couldn't understand why he lied sooo much and caused so much drama. I know I will never get the honest answer so I decided I no longer want an answer. which brings me back to you get from the universe what you put out to the universe. 

I have never hid who I was, I am proud of who I am and where I come from. My life was anything but easy. Maybe I didn't do things the right way and marry and then have kids but by golly, I love each and everyone of them more then I could explain. (Even on the worst days). I don't have to talk bad about anyone to feel better about myself, cause I am an amazing person. 

If someone else is always trying to put my life down, judge me, anything negative,  that's what they will get back in their life. Maybe they should ask themselves actually I should even ask myself why do I feel such negative energy? Maybe its a reflection of ones self and blaming others for your unhappiness? 

There has to be something truly wrong in your life you are always looking for the bad, putting out negatives in the universe but remember your life will never get better that way its only gonna give you back what you put out there! 

No I am not drunk, well maybe drunk on life again - I am loving it! 

Until next time readers...